Surround yourself with love !!!

For some strange reason I have been crying over everything the last few days. Dancing With The Stars, The Judds, music on the radio, and phone call from a special friend. I have tried tying it to the chemo, which by the way does mess with your hormones, but this is just a normal week as far as schedules would go. Next week or the week after I could connect it with the lack of poison in my body but not now.

I think it is some emotions that have been buried deep inside. The fact that I have three months to feel good and do everything possible that I can may have something to do with it. I am tearing up right now as I write. What the heck?

I have to say I have the most amazing support in the whole world. My friends are my heart and sole. If there was any way to thank them more than I can with my words I would. People complain about FaceBook but I couldn't have made it this far without all my friends on FB. It has been a constant link to all the love I can imagine. If you happen to read this and are not a FaceBook friend I want you to know I love you too. My dear friend Sheri and her daughter Sam have been by my side through thick and thin. Sam was a horseback riding student back when I gave lessons. We have continued our friendship and share the love of horses. I have another friend Michelle and her daughter Ashley who also are friends back from the horsey days. They also keep in touch and check in on me all the time.

I love you all. 

I recommend a circle of love to surround you during any trial God sends your way. Prayer is one of the most powerful things a friend can do for you so let your circle know when you need a boost. Don't be afraid to ask!!! It will be a double blessing. You are blessing your friends by asking for prayer and allowing them to shower you with love and you are being blessed by the shower of love that flows over you.

I am proud to say that today is my son's 34th birthday. I am so proud of the man he has become. He is an awesome husband and the most incredible dad. Oh my I am crying now !!!!! Hang in there moms and dads. If you give your child the gift of guidance and show them the right roads to take they will surely come back to you and make you proud. Happy Birthday son. I LOVE YOU!