Well today is the Jesus died and rose from the dead just for us. That is a very good thing for me to remember right now.
I am not really sure why but I am feeling really sad today.
In fact I have not been this depressed in a very long time. I am very strong most of the time but I do have my moments. I think part of it is I am feeling like another one of my most important relationships in my life is slowly changing, just like I had expected it to. I tried to think it wouldn't but in my heart I knew it would.
That is why God gave us those seasons of our lives. People come and go in your life for a reason. You have all seen those emails explaining how it works. It is just something that happens. Some times you are ready for it and other times it is a very painful and sad time.
The good news is there is always something new and refreshing around the corner. Just have faith. I am not angry that this change is coming.......well maybe just a little. It has happened before and I just don't want to feel that loss again. I know God will lift me up and take care of me but it just plain hurts and I don't like that.
I guess I am being a little selfish. That is not a trait I want to bear. I want to be happy about change and be able to accept it for what it is .... change!!!!
Again I am so blessed to have such wonderful friends who love me and care about me. I will get over this sad thing soon. Today I am going to enjoy the special day ahead and be with friends and extended family.
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